In better days I've been known to listen 

I go to waste all my time is missing 



I'm mapping out my ending, 

it's never gonna happen now 

These things are condescending 

with everybody backing down 



You pray to stars that can help you get by 

And all at once you forget to try 



I'd go there if you let me, 

they're never gonna find me now 

My life is always empty 

and in and out of doubt 



Your not coming back for me, these things they will never be 

I'm so used to being wrong, so put me where I belong 



I get back to you, 

God knows I try, 

but I still lose 

And I get back to you, 

these days run by, 

but I still lose 



Angels say they can make you suffer 

They give and take like a vicious lover 



When all this loses meaning, 

You'll never want it back somehow 

Awake but still I'm dreaming 

And never waking up 



Alone...Where I'm not alone