Hey Justin this is your mother, I was just calling to see how you were doin, 

you sounded really uptight last night it made me a little nervous. 

I just wanted to make sure that you were really ok and wanted to see 

if you were checked in on your medications. 

You know I love ya, see ya, bye bye. 



I have to block out thoughts of you so I don?t lose my head 

They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed 

Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I?m alone 

Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home 

There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain 

An ounce of peace is all I want for you. will you never call again? 

And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? 

And will you never try to reach me? it is I that wanted space 



* Hate me today 

Hate me tomorrow 

Hate me for all the things I didn?t do for you 



** Hate me today 

Hate me tomorrow 

Hate me so you can finally see what?s good for you 



I?m sober now for 3 whole months it?s one accomplishment that you helped me with 

The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won?t touch again 

And in a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night 

While I was busy waging wars with myself, you were trying to stop the fight 

You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate 

You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take 

So I?ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind 

And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind 



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Hate me in ways 

Yeah ways hard to swallow 

Hate me so you can finally see what?s good for you 



And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave 

Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made 

And like a baby boy I never was a man 

Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand 

And then fell down yelling ?make it go away!? 

Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be 

And then she whispered ?how can you do this to me?? 



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